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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
feeling down.....past few days accumulation of exhaustion, homework and events going on in school. things i do nvr get process in my head..feel like crying but bro ask me to stand strong and be stable. trying to do so. i need daimoku and i need something to release myself...
Break away; 12:16:00 AM
Sunday, March 26, 2006
hahaha!!!!!so late still blogging .....act came online to get someone's contact on the contact list for sports meet then realise that number isnt on the list...now chatting wif huili and rf online haha....my whole leg hurting...muscle strain sobx sobx...tues till sat no rest....today played against TP....no stamina...we were extremely exhausted...did 1 hr daimoku today..proud of myself haha...the longest u haf done since such a long time...:P went for DIAL lecture yest, it was an extremely meaningful one....at least someone who is opposing against cruelty and violence....deb went up to question...PROUD OF HER...haha....
Break away; 2:15:00 AM
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Tired...very tired mentally and physically these few days.....sleeping in lectures, tuts, haiz...haha...still finding the courage to gather myself to ask my friend to our 4D mtg this sat and i only got like two more days?wondering how to speak to her, pop the question...:p i hope everything will go on smoothly and problems solved as quickly as possible be it in gakkai or at home.....lets pump oil pple...:P
Break away; 11:05:00 PM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
its been so long since i last blog haha....but nvm tho:)these period of time really happen lots of things, gakkai and studies...any problems we face, it makes us grow. and most imptly is to go back to faith. some of my friends are also facing challenges in their life now, and all i can do is to support them in daimoku and also encourage them whenever i can...i really wan them to be happy.I also wan ASD to grow, a number of things did happen in ASD, misunderstandings, disagreements, joy, happiness but it is all these things tt makes us grow as a person. We get to see pple in ways that we haf never seen before and also grow closer as a grow. A number of pple haf been feeling left out here and there...really hope they do not take this to heart, i promise not to let anyone feel left out...:)tiring week for me, pack wif studies and did housework....mum always clean unneccesary places haha....i and my bro sometime also say her until give up haha...she lufs cleaning?haha.....oh...u nvr noe...well, happy to be in ASD, cause tt's where i really grew and made a lot of new friends. respecting everyone as an individual, learning to deal wif problems, choreographing etc etc...also learnt a very strict guidance by sensei that bearing and grudges, ill intentions, anger, hate etc towards the members will erase all our good fortune. The Law is very strict... and also realise the imptance of faith, practice and study. I guess these are all parts of doing our human revolution. all of us are like a diamond, we are covered by greed, hunger and all the impurities that prevent us from glowing. By doing our HR, we are able to polish ourselves each day and eventually we will glow and shine. this is wad my leader said tt i found is very good.
Break away; 6:35:00 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
common test common test and more common test...tomo last paper...haha...today very unsatisfied of myself the chem paper...being too complacent has no benefits. haiz...shall chiong for bio paper tomo...cannot lose after chingay....having post chingay blues....today feel like as if got training but there isnt....on preview all of us had put in a lot of efforts and seeing the smile on the participant's faces when they receive our hand-made souvenirs and their spirits after the preview and actualy day..my spirits really livened up...so tt is wad taking care of memebers feels like. We are the legendary log grp wahaha.....we won in the chingay and the participants luv us...i luv them too...haha....so cute in their vaious costumes....were fanning for them before the show, and the pple from tronics treat me like a fan...rotate power 1, power 2, power 3?haha....fun...really bonded wif the pple there esp my dearies siyi, deb, rf rachel, stella etc etc etc. also waiyee and stacey!glad to see them enjoy themselves.......on actualy day nearly rained...all of us panic and chanted daimoku in our hearts....lucky passing cloud but bro said wasnt coincidence. haha...we did up our hair before the actual show haha...and well i can say we have become fashion hair models in our black tees and jeans haha.....i and siyi had to come up wif dance steps during the two days...haha....very fun and haha..dance staps all quite cool!hey the duo of us plus rachel and stella and pc work hard for it!!haha...lao yu sheng on sat so fun, but my bro had to clean up after tt haha....haiz...then he was grumbling....but nvm.....i was helping wif cosmetics haha so i didnt noe hee...not shirking responsibility....had headache too on the same day...inhaling too much hair spray...bro said exerted too much energy then tired myself out....haha...wad logic....charged up to chiong for SD anniversary....ASD will be doing cultural item....will be a gd one....and i trying to invite my friends there....cause i and siyi will be doing the dance hee....felt like treated like a xiao mei mei when pple keep asking me to prioritise my stuffs tho they know time if tight for me for the dance...haiz...i know my limits...well learnt a lesson too tho:P yong jie gave me a soka uni file from japan....was shocked to hear tt, cause i very long nvr see her since japan that time...she was at chingay but i didnt see her sobx!haha....miss her and jap friends there a lot...well...gotta go study for bio....want to realise my dream...:)i luf u guys who were there for me and wif me during the chingay period...thx for the encouragement u guys gave me...a life dedicated to kosen-rufu is a very noble spirit....nth more can be compared to tt....
Break away; 11:14:00 AM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
haiz...school starts haha...and J1 orientation starts.....met a lot of junior some know but some nope...my npcc junior ignored me!!!!so ($*(!@*$)@!* haha....jkjk.....well gotta pia for this year...planning to finish revision by this month.....met up wif a memeber and brought her for chingay..didnt noe she was facing so much problem....frustrated wif myself for not getting to know her better earlier and share her burden wif her....haiz....now at least she has the 1 million daimoku chart and CL and ssa times...she is starting to fen dou le!!!hurray!!!glad tt she is back on her feet and really base on faith to change her family karma and do human revolution. she felt inferior saying tt she is one who easily gives up and finds it hard to believe tt she will be happy. I believe tt everyone can be happy esp her when she alr possess the "key" towards happiness....:)she will be happy someday if she really fight it wif faith...:) Recently...some things happen....maybe bcoz of this cause some misunderstandings wif pple....shall nt state who..but maybe probably being too sensitive....hope it doesnt turn out the way tt i tot it would be haiz...coz so awkward....:p..mtg deb and siyi tomo hurray!!happy to see them again..wahaha.... miss doing log at chingay alr wahaha....
Break away; 11:07:00 PM
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