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TuEs 29 MaR @ 12:15AM

2006-03-29T00:16:00.000+08:00

feeling down.....past few days accumulation of exhaustion, homework and events going on in school. things i do nvr get process in my head..feel like crying but bro ask me to stand strong and be stable. trying to do so. i need daimoku and i need something to release myself...

SaT 23 MaR @ 2:23AM

2006-03-26T02:15:00.000+08:00

hahaha!!!!!so late still blogging .....act came online to get someone's contact on the contact list for sports meet then realise that number isnt on the list...now chatting wif huili and rf online haha....my whole leg hurting...muscle strain sobx sobx...tues till sat no rest....today played against TP....no stamina...we were extremely exhausted...did 1 hr daimoku today..proud of myself haha...the longest u haf done since such a long time...:P went for DIAL lecture yest, it was an extremely meaningful one....at least someone who is opposing against cruelty and violence....deb went up to question...PROUD OF HER...haha....

WeD, MaR 22 @ 11:13PM

2006-03-22T23:05:00.001+08:00

Tired...very tired mentally and physically these few days.....sleeping in lectures, tuts, haiz...haha...still finding the courage to gather myself to ask my friend to our 4D mtg this sat and i only got like two more days?wondering how to speak to her, pop the question...:p i hope everything will go on smoothly and problems solved as quickly as possible be it in gakkai or at home.....lets pump oil pple...:P

MaR 19 @ 6:34pm

2006-03-19T18:35:00.000+08:00

its been so long since i last blog haha....but nvm tho:)these period of time really happen lots of things, gakkai and studies...any problems we face, it makes us grow. and most imptly is to go back to faith. some of my friends are also facing challenges in their life now, and all i can do is to support them in daimoku and also encourage them whenever i can...i really wan them to be happy.I also wan ASD to grow, a number of things did happen in ASD, misunderstandings, disagreements, joy, happiness but it is all these things tt makes us grow as a person. We get to see pple in ways that we haf never seen before and also grow closer as a grow. A number of pple haf been feeling left out here and there...really hope they do not take this to heart, i promise not to let anyone feel left out...:)tiring week for me, pack wif studies and did housework....mum always clean unneccesary places haha....i and my bro sometime also say her until give up haha...she lufs cleaning?haha.....oh...u nvr noe...well, happy to be in ASD, cause tt's where i really grew and made a lot of new friends. respecting everyone as an individual, learning to deal wif problems, choreographing etc etc...also learnt a very strict guidance by sensei that bearing and grudges, ill intentions, anger, hate etc towards the members will erase all our good fortune. The Law is very strict... and also realise the imptance of faith, practice and study. I guess these are all parts of doing our human revolution. all of us are like a diamond, we are covered by greed, hunger and all the impurities that prevent us from glowing. By doing our HR, we are able to polish ourselves each day and eventually we will glow and shine. this is wad my leader said tt i found is very good.

"True and lasting happiness only and always comes from our own efforts, our own wisdom, our own good fortune. This is a fundamental truth. Faith is the key to strengthening our efforts, wisdom and good fortune; SGI activities are the key to strengthening ourselves." ~~~Ikeda Sensei

WeD FeB 08 @ 11:35AM

2006-02-08T11:14:00.000+08:00

common test common test and more common test...tomo last paper...haha...today very unsatisfied of myself the chem paper...being too complacent has no benefits. haiz...shall chiong for bio paper tomo...cannot lose after chingay....having post chingay blues....today feel like as if got training but there isnt....on preview all of us had put in a lot of efforts and seeing the smile on the participant's faces when they receive our hand-made souvenirs and their spirits after the preview and actualy day..my spirits really livened up...so tt is wad taking care of memebers feels like. We are the legendary log grp wahaha.....we won in the chingay and the participants luv us...i luv them too...haha....so cute in their vaious costumes....were fanning for them before the show, and the pple from tronics treat me like a fan...rotate power 1, power 2, power 3?haha....fun...really bonded wif the pple there esp my dearies siyi, deb, rf rachel, stella etc etc etc. also waiyee and stacey!glad to see them enjoy themselves.......on actualy day nearly rained...all of us panic and chanted daimoku in our hearts....lucky passing cloud but bro said wasnt coincidence. haha...we did up our hair before the actual show haha...and well i can say we have become fashion hair models in our black tees and jeans haha.....i and siyi had to come up wif dance steps during the two days...haha....very fun and haha..dance staps all quite cool!hey the duo of us plus rachel and stella and pc work hard for it!!haha...lao yu sheng on sat so fun, but my bro had to clean up after tt haha....haiz...then he was grumbling....but nvm.....i was helping wif cosmetics haha so i didnt noe hee...not shirking responsibility....had headache too on the same day...inhaling too much hair spray...bro said exerted too much energy then tired myself out....haha...wad logic....charged up to chiong for SD anniversary....ASD will be doing cultural item....will be a gd one....and i trying to invite my friends there....cause i and siyi will be doing the dance hee....felt like treated like a xiao mei mei when pple keep asking me to prioritise my stuffs tho they know time if tight for me for the dance...haiz...i know my limits...well learnt a lesson too tho:P yong jie gave me a soka uni file from japan....was shocked to hear tt, cause i very long nvr see her since japan that time...she was at chingay but i didnt see her sobx!haha....miss her and jap friends there a lot...well...gotta go study for bio....want to realise my dream...:)i luf u guys who were there for me and wif me during the chingay period...thx for the encouragement u guys gave me...a life dedicated to kosen-rufu is a very noble spirit....nth more can be compared to tt....

5th Jan 06 @ 11:15PM

2006-01-05T23:07:00.000+08:00

haiz...school starts haha...and J1 orientation starts.....met a lot of junior some know but some nope...my npcc junior ignored me!!!!so ($*(!@*$)@!* haha....jkjk.....well gotta pia for this year...planning to finish revision by this month.....met up wif a memeber and brought her for chingay..didnt noe she was facing so much problem....frustrated wif myself for not getting to know her better earlier and share her burden wif her....haiz....now at least she has the 1 million daimoku chart and CL and ssa times...she is starting to fen dou le!!!hurray!!!glad tt she is back on her feet and really base on faith to change her family karma and do human revolution. she felt inferior saying tt she is one who easily gives up and finds it hard to believe tt she will be happy. I believe tt everyone can be happy esp her when she alr possess the "key" towards happiness....:)she will be happy someday if she really fight it wif faith...:) Recently...some things happen....maybe bcoz of this cause some misunderstandings wif pple....shall nt state who..but maybe probably being too sensitive....hope it doesnt turn out the way tt i tot it would be haiz...coz so awkward....:p..mtg deb and siyi tomo hurray!!happy to see them again..wahaha.... miss doing log at chingay alr wahaha....

2005-12-31T22:03:00.000+08:00

haha.....last day of the year....juz now lying on the bed and thinking of the past things tt happen this year.....so far haven had any accomplishments...I made some wrong decisions and caused some pple to be unhappy during chingay period. Guess i was acting childish......i haf been a spoilt gal....bad-tempered, easily irritated...name it and u got it....until the chalet and YCF, i realised i haf got such great friends who accepted me for who i am, to name them...the gals from my block, siyi, deb, rou fang,val,marcus,tim,alex,carine etc. The other great friends are hwee hoon, chi ching and eunice. These sec sch frenz...i realli dun haf enough words of gratitude to thank them for being wif me all the way and throughout this year.....A big THANK YOU!! my dad is now in phillipines on business. During the chalet, i really tot that i haf not been very good to him all these years. Have been a bad daughter. I really pray that this business will be successful for him. He has gone through a lot and i really hope he will stop smoking. Its making him cough. sigh...i need a hug now....haha...hugs anyone?i miss my friends already. esp those in gakkai and those 3 i mention above. At the YWD mtg yest, it really made me tink about wad i wanna achieve in the new year. 1) Do well in sch and A's. 2) ensure that those pple ard me are happy. Be there for my friends when they need someone to talk to.( I hope i can be of help:)) 3)Lose weight. 4)Plan out my future. 5) Daimoku. More daimoku. 6) Change mine spoilt character. 7) Be happy. 8) Do well in CCA and studies together. 1 hour and 40 more mins to countdown. Deb is enjoying herself wif friends haha.....Siyi is putting up a great performance. Rou Fang is chionging hard for studies. I am very proud of her. Hwee Hoon, Eunice and Chi Ching should be enjoying themselves wif their friends. Glad to see tt. Glad to see all my other friends are enjoying themselves. Siyi words are true. When u see ur friends happy, i myself is also happy too. My family too. Oh wells...Happy NEw Year Guys....best wishes for the new year...and lets jia you in studies together!!!miss ya loads...haha

2005-12-31T00:06:00.000+08:00

sentosa was soooo fun!!!!haha...alex,siyi,deb,tim and me had so much fun la...i got scolded for eating lollipop in mrt..lol...so paiseh....was burnt as red as a lobster.....the consequence of nt bringing tanning oil...wahah.....all of us were gals..even alex and tim turned into gals...haha...so fun teasing them la....even call them gay...i and deb had to restrain ourselves from teasing alex too much or siyi will be heartbroken...wahaha...then keep getting firedrills from deb...siyi me and deb were noisying up the whole room and interrupting the two "sleeping beauties" sleep wahah...played bridge and mahjong....haha...the whole nite they were shivering and alex juz refuses to sleep beside tim....haha....the next morning we tease them got do anything to each other in the nite or not....wahaha...i am peeling....then we had bbq....we left burnt marks on the grass haha...werent suppose to bbq there anyway....then alex had to leave early...so we sent siyi off wif him ....then we went to watch musical fountain....and it was nice.....hello hello....kikky the monkey....princess pearl?haha.....quite cute la....then after bath all of them slept like a dead log....haha....in the end tim had to sleep w/o blankets again....the next morning went beach again....i got a bit darker and the pain got worse..haha.....juz now went for YWD together in mind mtg, very inspiring testimonial by a YWD and very encouraging encouragement by our YWD chief. I am all fired up to do my HR and chiong for next year....muz set new year objectives and i wanna get into uni...dun wanna let my family down and also my bro who is working so hard to send me to soka uni....i haven planned out my life and wad i wanna do for my future, wad course i wanna take. I need to start right now, right at this moment. I need daimoku hee.

20 Dec 2005 @ 11:52PM

2005-12-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

haha....count the days i haven blog....realli MIA....haha....today juz wen tout wif my sec school frenz to celebrate my bdae....belated huh?tomo got steamboat wif srjc frenz somemore...haha...and today while tokin to a friend, heard from him saying tt someone commented tt i am in comparable to a "prop", a contact rugby player...sigh...am i really tt fat...if i am then i haf nth to say...juz tt hearing tt...the friend that my friend is talking about realli disappoints me....haiz...i also admit i haf big thighs anyway....argh...ok i am going to slim down...haha....today had a fun time wif friends...took neoprints and stuffs...went to play pool and i did quite well!!!haha....jess eunice they all pro....cc ah...haha..the way she play pool very cute and very funny...haha....cant wait for next weeks sentosa.....going to see marcus deb they all again...so happy.....thay make me feel confident wif myself and they are very fun to be wif....bu kui is comrades in faith....hehe..and really wanna thank siyi for being there for me recently...encouraged me a alot and she is so cute....haha miss them all lots....

27th NoV 2005 @ 12:06AM

2005-11-27T00:05:00.000+08:00

haha...some pple say i lost in action le....is actually lazy to blog...haha...many things happen these period of time. bz wif trainings and touch tournaments, gakkai things and also LECTURES!!!!haha....well, i haf been not regularly doing my daimoku sigh, and now that so many things crop up in the family. sigh, i tink it is really time for me to wake up...muz do homework too wahaha....i promise my mum to work extremely hard for next year.....muz also do well for CCA and lose weight...haha...my bdae on thurs 1st dec hurray!!!!howeverm some of my friends nt free to celebrate wif me, but i dun mind...:)tho birthday is once a year thingy i tink as long as i achieve my goals, tt will be the greatest gift to myself. Jia you jia you jia you!!!i cant lose.....i cant lose in my studies and life.....muz fight hard then i will show actual proof in my life to pple....:Pmy dad is smoking again....shucks...sigh..when can he stop...and he again decided to go philipines and it will be 1 mth...i dunno if it is the right decision cause philippines also quite messy.....i tink i gotta base this on daimoku again....everything still comes back to faith....

28 OcT 2005 @ 10:15PM

2005-10-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

today juz came back from celebrating alicia bdae......also very long nvr blog already. i got promoted to JC2 and also had improvement in my studies, which is good, but nt good enough to be in top 100....i must reach there and not let my parents down...very tired and haven do my chanting..been slacking...i feel so guilty....and i also grew fatter....sigh....gotta slim down a lot!!!my goodness......i gotta start my slimming alr....wa....haha.....i am disappointed in myself, my aim to go to soka uni and i am like nt chanting very hard, cant go for kenshu mtg tomo and only can make it for the sun one sobx!cause mon got A's.....haiz.....i gotta gear up........

18 OcT 2005 @ 7:32PM

2005-10-18T19:25:00.000+08:00

GaKKAi frenz realli brighten up mine day!!!!was feeling a bit down this morning..the same old problem wif me..feeling left out....sigh..had a talk wif siyi and she realli made mine day...we had heart to heart talk and dialogues on faith...:)i know tt it is all my own selfish thinking tt i feel left out by my frenz but they dun tink so.....then everyone in school is feeling down today and i was trying my best to cheer everyone up....will be sending daimoku to a friend of mine.....a buddy in faith....:)everything will turn out ok.....tomo getting back results....nervous and going to do daimoku later....to calm my nerves.....took neoprint wif siyi....she so pretty!!!!haha....no wonder they are such a good pair loh!haha.....miss her soooo much....will be seeing deb, rf and siyi on fri.....happy.....but now...lets await for tomo results!good luck all mine frenz!

17 OcT 2005 @ 8:51PM

2005-10-17T20:50:00.000+08:00

yeapies!exams are over....and argh getting back papers on wed.....sigh!haha...i wanna hug someone!!!!!my frenz.....sense of security u noe haha....well...today was quite a boring day in sch...but had some fun tho...went ps today wif classmates....hm...why do i always had this feeling of feeling left out huh?cant i juz like blend in?hm...oh well..i tink i am too being sensitive....my friends all feeling dead beat today no wonder no jing shen:)oh well....i can get to go mtgs again hurray!but sniff, siyi may nt be able to join us cause of koteikitai....i miss her sooooo much....she seems to be able to understand me and knows how to encourage me.....i luf her lots wahahaha.....one of my buddies in faith....really really glad i knew her as a buddy!haven done gongyo for whole day, i really am lazy hee....no wonder feeling a bit sian....juz read smth bout sensei hw he went to Toda uni...didnt noe Toda sensei was tt strict about Ikeda sensei....but his strictness paid off tt's why we had such a great leader for kosen-rufu today....i haf always respected sensei very much...he is a person of limitless wisdom...heard from Alex today tt he did his oral presentation for gp on gakkai......his topic is religion....haha.....and he did quite well...haha..very fun tokin to him...very nice guy no wonder siyi so lucky....haha...siyi better treasure him huh.....kept teasing him tt he older than me..can be my uncle le...haha...no lah...call him my "bro" le....sometimes talking to gakkai friends really brighthen up my day and they always brought joy to by life....I feel so loved by my friends!! i start to see pple ard me getting attached...one after another haha and soon i tink i will be left alone and single...learn from anna: be single all my life....i tink it is not easy to be in a relationship...u got to be committed and sacrifice quite a lot of things...hm..tt's mine view..i haven been in one before so dun blame me... my friends all seem so happy and lucky to be in luf...having someone to care for them and be wif them....:Pdunno when it will be my turn but i tink nw conc on studies...i tink i will get distracted easily*grin* +i am fat+i am nt pretty+i dun tink my charcter is good wahah...oh well..shant tink bout it or else i will sound even more silly....i wanna lose weight this hols....i gotta lose the extra weights on my legs and stomach.....*jumping around*

11 OcT 2005 @ 8:17PM

2005-10-11T20:11:00.000+08:00

SOme pple in this world are really jerks.....some can juz say sweet things at someone then dump tt person after they get wad they wanted!that is wad a guy did to my friend and he is despicable to say!jerk!crap!despicable!idiot!dunn wad else to say...wad he did was intolerable!grr.......nvr seen such a jerk in my whole life...my goodness....nw only can pray tt my friend will stand on her feet once again, show him tt she can move on without tt jerk....when we heard we all nearly cried for her...we can only standby and do nth...*sigh**sigh**sigh*jc really open up my eyes to the world and be wary off pple....even hw gd they maybe...

10 OcT 2005 @ 3:30PM

2005-10-10T15:24:00.000+08:00

just came back from bio mcq today......napped for a while then practise on chem mcq....couldnt stand it then i decided to blog...i tink tt is when i can let out my fears....drained, tired, frustrated and sick of myself....why is tt whenever i try to do well for a paper i just cant?i wrote the wrong answers, worte the wrong things, argh......i tink i need to tok to someone.....

07 OcT 2005 @ 11:48PM

2005-10-07T23:42:00.000+08:00

tired tired and more tired...went out wif alicia, jia yu, rui han and rachel today...had lots of fun and went bugis street got to see quite nice stuffs:)bought a half jacket:)yippee!but tho...felt a bit left out in their presence, so i went home early.....*sigh* probably me being too sensitive?well maybe, haf always been a TOO sensitive gal....will try to change tt....will try to adapt. very glad this sun got daimokukai!!!can see my dear frenz again..will be going down early to study mon got bio mcq and chem mcq tues.....*wipes sweat*muz make it thru..i'm not giving up till the last min...thank u everyone who had constantly encouraged me these period of time...really appreciate them....dedicate this song to them...(only lyrics hee):

Jon Bon Jovi: Have a Nice Day

Why, you wanna tell me how to live my life?
Who, are you to tell me if it’s black or white?
Mama, can you hear me? Try to understand.
Is innocence the difference between a boy and a man.
My daddy lived the lie, it’s just the price that he paid.
Sacrificed his life, just slavin’ away.
Ohhh, if there’s one thing I hang onto,
It gets me through the night.
I aint gonna do what I don’t want to,
Im gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge, show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my face, I say,
Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day
Take a look around you, look its what he sees.
We’re living in a broken home of hopes and dreams,
Let me be the first to shake a helping hand.
Everybody, pray enough to take a stand,
I knocked on every door, on every dead end street,
Looking for forgiveness, what’s left to believe?
Ohhh, if there’s one thing I hang onto,
It gets me through the night.
I aint gonna do what I don’t want to,
Im gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge, show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my face, I say,
Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day. [Guitar Solo]
Ohhh, if there’s one thing I hang onto,
It gets me through the night.
I aint gonna do what I don’t want to,
Im gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge, show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my face, I say,
Have A Nice Day. Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day. Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day.
When The world keeps trying, to drag me down,
Ive gotta raise my hands, gonna stand my ground.
Well I say, Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day
Have A Nice Day

06 OcT 2005 @ 3:25PM

2005-10-06T15:07:00.000+08:00

oh yea...finally core papers over..only left MCQ....today chem, haha..as usual the not-feel-so-good feeling after every papers...*sigh* sun no daimokukai...only for asd ymds 7-9pm....tt Alex ah....haha....he and siyi always nvr appear for the daimokukai one....today tell him go everytime say no time....haha....and siyi..dunno when i will see her again..muz go out wif her soon..miss her a lot...recently been watching lots of tv shows....FTTP, axis on truth, inuyasha....going to go bonkers...haha...crazy over ming dao....his character very cute in the show...inuyasha...like the graphics and storyline....very cute....jap anime really a lot of creativity....after promos plan to buy bon jovi CD, tao ze(still thinking), tackey and tsubasa, look for inxs. album haha.... miss rockstars.inxs....the singers are real good....hm...oh well....and i miss going movies haha...so many good movies during my exams sobx!!now all over already....just broke my hair band sigh....miss carine too!!!very sweet of her to msg me today to find out how i was....so many things to do!!

04 OcT 2005 @ 3:18PM

2005-10-04T15:17:00.000+08:00

Finally.....i could log in somehow..haha...yest didnt noe what was up with com.....cant even log in!!!!hmm...well, at least bio core paper is officially over, however stil left wif MCQ next week, today juz finish maths.....haha....didnt finish few questions but my frenz could, they all seem so pro in studies, they seem to know wad to do for each question and they seem to know wad right step to do for wad question....i also dunno why i am in their class all surrounded by pro students haha....the only thing to do now is to catch up wif them....juz now went wif weiying, ming wei, aveline, ming ming to haf pizza, had so much fun wif them and we even took neoprints haha.....really enjoyed their company, at least the haunting after thoughts of the exams are lessen.....i really muz pray hard now to do well...i muz work out after exams!!!growing sideways more ahh.....haha...oh well...really gotta chiong for studies....yest priscilla's bdae, exchange msgs wif her..missing her lots, *sigh* muz go out wif her and ji hui one day.....also was inspired by her spirit that she is not giving up no matter wad happens.....muz learn from her.Counting down to end of exams, start of PW, deadline of EOM and results release date...hope i wont break down on results released date..

30 SePT 2005 @ 12:20AM

2005-10-01T00:14:00.000+08:00

Sad. Lost. Depressed. Pressurised. Down. FEar. Afraid. These were all what i was feeling before i chanted. Broke down and kept on crying and crying. Then icould not take it went to chant....feeling Soooooooooooooo much better now...muz haf confidence in myself. I guess i broke down and let out all thsoe feelings of fear of getting promoted, fear of not doing well and also fear for today's GP......oh well...i haf to do well, i must...

28 SepT 2005 @ 2:19AM

2005-09-28T02:18:00.000+08:00

ahh....juz finish biology chapters on lipids, cell structure, movement in and out, and cellular respiration.....feel a bit drained*scratching head* hope i remember what i studied hee...:)well tomo having my first paper for promos, CLAO muz pass....haha....nearly failed chinese during common test can u believe it...haiz...*yawn*feeling very sleepy now tho, but at least got time to blog wahaha!a way to relieve stress i guess and also talking to someone will help a lot....my papers will end at 11 oct then it is time to be busy for pw....haiz..guess i will be free on 15 nov then results release!!!!i tink i will haf heart attack on the day of results, to say truly, i tink i will nervous until cry haha....but nvm....juz do my best for now and to give it my all....muz see my frenz in J2!!!:)

26 SePT 2005 @ 11:08PM

2005-09-26T23:02:00.000+08:00

juz came back from a funeral......a very solemn one.Though i do not really know tt person well, but i juz went there to support her in chanting:)really glad i went down, at first was hesitant cause i was nt that close to her, but one of my friends wee yong said, u need not to be close to her to show concern rite?i realise he was right, we show our support for her in faith and daimoku, i believe she will receive it. most of us in SD went down, and she was going on strong, and glad to see tt.

"But even if a person who practises this Buddhism should die young, his and her life would not have been in vain. That's person's life and death will have profound meaning and will serve to tech something very important to those who remain. No matter what happens, do not give in to fear or panic, but instead keep arousing stronger faith."

~ SEnsei from the NHR

25 SepT 2005 @ 8:23PM

2005-09-25T20:17:00.000+08:00

hurray!!!!got the NDP pics from shu hui....i looked through them and i realised how much i miss those people in blk c and trainings... life seemed a bit empty ever since trainings ended, u dun get to see ur frenz so often, dun get to chat wif them, mix wif them as much.....haha....i look funny in make up haha...but nvm, i am happy..haha....anyone who wants the NDP pics please msg me on msn or email or wadsoever k?:)i am so much revitalized....memories of YCF really perked me up cause i realised that my frenz are constantly by my side cheering me on.....i muz really break through challenges in life wif courage....haha....my frenz are really great, i tink i am the youngest in my block haha:)Dec 1 and born in 1988?haha......*jumping around*

24 SePT 2005 @ 9:25PM

2005-09-24T21:08:00.000+08:00

count down to promos.....another 4 days.....*pulls hair*stressed....haiz..haha....so near...and yet i wan it to come quickly and yet not come so soon..haha.....juz flipping through past pics of the YCF....i realised i look horrible in my makeup!!!!haha....but blah....nvm...it is a show for the people...hehe.....but i still look bad in make up haa....today my "lao ma" aveline bdae.....juz wished her..haha....my bdae is on the 1 dec!!!so far far far far far away.....by then, yea...promos over. was teaching my student chinese yesterday....very worried for his PSLE, cause his chinese foundation is really not there, and he is not improving in his vocabulary. really pray that he will pass his PSLE chinese...:)i realise teaching is not easy, and it is challenging cause u gotta know how to handle the student and his emotions and his attitude towards studies....i had quite a mischievous student, but he does his homework consistently and i am really glad he does that cause that is the only way to help him now.*brushes away sweat*

do u tink sometimes it is hard to approach someone to talk to them cause u are not familiar with them?for me, i do have this problem and i also dunno why. *sigh*hope i get over it...i admire debby and rf they all how outgoing they are...haaz...they can seem to chat wif anyone anywhere and i yet i cant....haha...i hope i dun give the impression to others that i am very dao or arrogant or wadsoever....but nvm..shall nt tink bout this, now conc on promos....need to finish revision by mon....really gotta chiong..just watch the hurricane rite on cnn today, worried for the members there....heard the kaikan in new orleans is not hit...relieved....will be continually praying for their safety and good health. :)

current song: Ai hen jian dan by David Tao

23 SePt 2005 @ 4:54PM

2005-09-23T16:48:00.000+08:00

Ahhh.....rockstars.inxs rox!!!haha....was watching it on the net...JD, Suze, Marty, Mig and Jordis are juz so great....i tot marty would win, i didnt expect it would be JD...haaz...but oh well, he is good as well....going tot consider buying their album if it is out...wahaha....i juz luf music....rachel msg me yest, she so cute..haha....really miss her so much cause understands me a lot.....waa...she is in NY....but haha...she promised to go shopping wif me after pw....she rox man....haha...i miss teasing her and chatting wif her.....i miss a lot of my frenz actually haha...also have not seen shu hui for so long, sometimes we see each other on the bus surprisingly after my school cause she lives at hougang*grin* ..hope more SD activities will be up after promos...and i can start mtg my frenz again and touch rugby training pls start quickly!

21 SePt 2005 @ 11:34PM

2005-09-21T23:27:00.000+08:00

yeah!juz finish my bio spa today.....i was so nervous till i was practically shaking my whole hand...goodness....hope i really did well...was marked down in skills the last time tho..:)*sigh*..promos coming and haa....i really hope i can clamp all the info into my head...imagine tons and millions of info into this small brain of mine?human body really can work mystically huh....some frenz around me are startin 2 feel a bit down,family problems, results, really hope they will get geared up and do well for promos!:)Got back my chem ionic test, got an AO...42.25%...argh...haha...at least i improved, well maybe not...haaz...really hope promos will be over and yet it will not come cause i am afraid of being unprepared haiz....but i really wanna thank my friends, ting ting, anna and wei ying for being there for my these few times in school when i did not so well, even when i broke down they encouraged me a lot and i decided to gear up for promos not letting them and my parents down.:) after promos will nt be relaxation for all of us coz there is project work deadline to meet...haha...hope will nt stress until hair turn white...:)JC life has really not been easy AT ALL, but i guess it serves as a challenge for all of us to really challenge ourselves too. Lucky for me, i had the small bits of happiness and encouragement in life that kept me going and i am grateful for that.

ROufang wrote a sensei guidance which i found very meaningful.
"Strong are those who plant firm roots, tirelessly exert themselves, and create an unshakable foundation whenever they may go. Such people are in fact creating their own external foundation of good fortune and benefit."
~ Sensei

current song playing: Thank God I Found You by mariah carey feat 98 degrees

8 SePt 2005 @ 8:03PM

2005-09-08T19:57:00.000+08:00

here i am again...missing in action after one week....grown fatter hee...and promos coming up.....suddenly i miss my hols so much....:)i miss a lot of things, my best buddies in gakkai and MF, in srjc, i miss Chingay 2005, miss YCF 2005, miss Block C.....*banging head on the wall*....so worried for my promos...really hope i can pass...i need to challenge myself now...or let's say doin my own HR:) since my dream is to go soka uni (japan)....to learn Japanese and meet sensei...will pray hard for it!juz watch a video made by SGI on peace....very touching, as it potrays different children from across the globe...peace is so impt...how to end war?thru dialogue, hope and compassion.....and most imptly kosen-rufu...:)

current song: We Are The World by Michael Jackson and various artists

25 AuGuSt 2005 @ 9:25PM

2005-08-25T21:25:00.000+08:00

HAiz....Tomo chem SPA!!!!!ahhh....haha....muz gambatte:)goin to chiong for my studies now..I WANNA PASS PROMOS...:) wif the support from my 'F4' buddies, wei ying, anna and ting ting(sr), i can make it thru...luf my class...though sometimes we see a bit of bad points revealed time after time, but we gotta learn to accept them i will be spending two years of my life and still counting wif them...I tink i haf really good fortune to meet the nicest pple in srjc...always cheering for me and standing by me whenever i needed them.....hope our friendship will never end!!

current song: Dreamlover by mariah carey

23 AugUst 2005 @ 6:33Pm

2005-08-23T18:32:00.001+08:00

so long since i last blogged....hee, it is like one mth once?!haha...well, the past period of time i had performed in YCF and NDP 2005. YCF was really a blast, bang, wadever u call it...haaz...it really rocked our lives, i know we really touched other people's lives. All of us really put our heart and lives into making this performance a success, and also really must thank those bakcstage pple who is always concern for our well-being, without them this wont be a success. I also wanna thank Sensei who is always and never failing to pray for our continuous growth and happiness. How i wish he was here to watch us put up this great performance...Though he was not there, in his letter, i can sense his concern and care for us....:) when i first heard his letter, i nearly dropped tears, was so touched by him...I was and still am really proud of SSA and also the youth division for this "dynamism".NDP was also a great success. At first only 25 from each block were selected for the performance, but somehow they managed to fir everyone of us in...very happy:)we also got to dance wif fiona xie and i haf got to admit she is really pretty in person wif a good figure too haa. I learnt thru the YCF about doing our own human revolution. I am starting now, right at this moment:). I want the people around me to be happy. Wif sensei beside me, and all my gakkai friends, and my family, i noe i can do it....yeah! i miss all my friends, debrah, rf,marcus, boon han etc those in chingay...and those in YCF...ESP BLOCK C!!!really build great bonds of friendship there. I suppose i was posted there for a reason. A good fortune to meet all the great and fun pple in my block. Really hope to keep in contact wif them. Luckily all of them in SD, haha, at least can get to see them....*grin**waves pom poms* I will be taking the Buddhist exam at the end of this year..i hope i can pass haha...and also my promos. i have been slacking in the past and i cannot carry on this way, mus gambatte...dun wanna get retained. really haf this fear in me...i fear to be kept behind now that JC is so tough...haiz...:) I will give it my all no matter how tough....also wanna make my dream to soka uni a dream come true. "To conceive a Dream. To believe in this Dream. To see that this Dream becomes a Reality."

current song: Hero by mariah carey

15 JuNe 2005 @ 8:57PM

2005-06-15T20:52:00.000+08:00

helllo my dear blog...haaz..i broke me record..i haven blogged for like 1 mth!!!haa haa....well a lot of things sure happen within tis period of time.....i flung most of me test hee....haiz..but i am determined to pass all the test for mid year hooray!!!hmm..rugby training has been tough and we all are getting better...and improving..one day we are gonna be the champs!!haa...a bit far-fetched thinking but we can do it hee....well..had rugby camp and it was extremely fun, the Amazing race that got us to bond together like we had nvr been b4, had fun and walk till my legs nearly collapsed....we walked for 10 km!!!can u believe it...haaz..but we had one of the best pratas in town.....midnight supper.....haa haa..but i grew fat sobx...then cc and hwee hoon came over to me houz to stay...euni cant make it...sobx...it would be much more fun if she was there...haiz..but we enjoyed anyway......we baked cookies and brownies...turned out quite well....and my baking nvr improve anyway haaz....my hols are packed wif lectures and stuff...but it was very fun....wif YCF training..getting to chat wif debby, roofiangz and all...i enjoyed the days tremendously...:)watched mr and mrs smith too...it was very nice..*thumbs up* and brad pitt....haaz...i nearly fainted...he so handsome..haaz...*screaming*...well..juz had rugby training today..played quite badly today..dropping ball and stuff...sobx..and tomo is match against nyjc rugby....haiz...hope we can win!!!hee hee...and oh...me and hwa hiang got zao pai le...haaz...juz smile and wave hwa hiang, juz smile and wave...haa haa...

14 MaY 2005 @ 2:37AM

2005-05-14T02:32:00.000+08:00

well well well, haven been blogging for how long? ten days!!!!ahhh...haaz...lazy bug caught me....sigh..jc life is not as easy as i tink it is, in depth learning, tuts, lectures(though i like being in chem and maths lectures aha....)it takes up most of ur time, and i am like going back home six, seven plus?sigh.....haaz...but wad to do, gotta go chiong bery hard...and good news..I AM OFFICIALLY IN TOUCH RUGBY!!!!!haaz.....luf the game man....but curious to find out how women contact rugby feels like aha.....but crutches will be an essential after the game.....*grin*gotta build up our rugby standard..we are the pioneering batch afterall....hmm...many things happen in sch, things tt i see, hear.....sometimes unpleasant, but gotta take it anyway...decided to change my attitude towards somethings, realise i have been a bit bad lately.....and organise my time management well...:)I CAN DO IT!!! failed my sbj....sigh, gotta redo 5 stations next tues...cried on the spot on fri u noe...haa...very saddening to noe i have to redo....anyway...gotta 'home lipids' as wad ting ting said...haaa....

28 April 2005 @ 9:28PM

2005-04-28T21:24:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging lately...lazy plus tired from much activities...today juz came back from watching guys match....very interesting game...rjc was a very strong team....and they are fast...can see their skills are very good.....not easy for the rugby guys..but they played well...haaz.....got hit by rugby ball today....then went home wif splitting headache....but felt beta after sleeping for two hours...haaz..now gotta rush chemistry tutorial.....tomo got 3 periods chem tutorials....*sobx* going to die of boredom man...haaz....

21 ApRiL 2005 @ 7:43PM

2005-04-21T19:38:00.000+08:00

how long has it been since i blog?haaz...actually only two days lah...haaz...yesterday had rugby training...so many pple falling sick...alicia feeling nt tt good...weiying today going to sick and charmaine down wif fever....my poor friends...*sobx*hope they get well soon....hm...yesterday rugby training was quite good...but i got smash by one of the guys...and i tink i sprained my hand a bit now...*sigh* cant lift up my hand very high....nvm...at least can get barron to carry the bag for me..or anna..haaz...hmm..today went to see the guys rugby match against pjc...they lost...but it was a good game...they played their best....cheer up pple....:) there is always next time...:)play harder..tho it is not easy......tink i will skip rugby session tomo..hurt my poor hand...luckily it is left..otherwise i going to shou ku in writing ....and holding things...haaz...tomo going to sch again...and shit..haven do my bio tutorials...haaz...

18 ApRiL 2005 @ 8:39PM

2005-04-18T20:39:00.000+08:00

hmmm...wad to write today?well...yesterday we went for the rugbys sevens.....quite enjoy the game actually....get to see macho guys....haaz....got six pac one....too bad our dear rachel wasn't there...otherwise she would have fainted....period....haaz...now painting my nails haven dry yet...haaz...looks awful on me...and i gt a haircut today wif rachel...haaz...she going to keep long hair....cause of dance..*sigh*...hmm...mr rozells treated us pizza hut yesterday and we found that he is actually a very nice teacher...lame too haaz...but when i went home...was extremely dead beat...but managed to watch the shoe "the five pple u meet in heaven by mitch albom"...touching story..going to catch the upcoming "tuesdays wif morrie"i like reading inspirational stories...boosts up ur morale and confidence in oneself...actually...reading sensei's guidance and the new human revolution is also very good...saw his struggles and how he fought for kosen-rufu... yep...and me too...i trying to do my human revolution now though....need a lot of guidance from sensei and need to read up lots of books esp the gosho...haaz.....last time i read..it is full of 'chimonology'....lots of words too...:) but need to persevere man...i also hope that a friend of mine will be able to change her ways.....she changed a lot ever since the last time i saw her....doing crazy stuffs too....but this day will sure come...:)...i want to go soka uni....my dream...go there learn japanese....must jia you worx...

13 ApRiL 2005 @ 5:10PM

2005-04-14T17:07:00.001+08:00

hmmm....today...boring day again...haaz...back to lectures....past two days were having camp and DISC programme...but quite alright...gt to know hw my personality is like..haaz....i am a person who is sensitive...haaz...inspiring to others...haaz...didnt noe i am such a nice person....but to say the truth...i will really go all way out to encourage a friend....:)haiz....today bro is sick...so poor thing...have to prepare dinner later....now bro snoring away....hope he gets well fast man...cause he having final year exams this sat...praying hard for him to get well fast!!!hmmm....felt very sad nw coz gt scolded for no reason...*sobx*didnt know that person could do that to me...as a friend...*sigh*juz hope tt tt person dun let things get into the way of friendship ba...nvm...gotta do my human revolution..hee...change the environment around me and also change myself for the better...nw gotta start working hard man....coz i wanna fulfil my dream of going to Soka uni in Japan!!!hope i can go there on scholarship during studying life in uni ....:)must have A LOT of determination if i wanna study there....need to get priorities rite....the power of faith...*grin*i miss eunice..cc and jess they all...*sobx*miss debby too...now she watching soccer match at sa...SAJC vs HCI....she too excited liaoz...haaz...and maybe going to get to see her at rugby sevens this sun..in her ireland jersey..haaz...salute her man...but good thing i gt my ticket for free and she got hers for $30 dollars...suaning her yesterday...haaz

11 ApRiL 2005 @ 7:10PM

2005-04-11T19:06:00.000+08:00

WOW.....haven been blogging for a long long time...lazy lazy me....haaz...hmm....welll juz finish my YCF training yesterday...fun actually...coz had debrah they all to be crapping while as usual...i am the one listening..juz cant seem to be able to tink for anything to talk wif them...hee..i admire debrah...so outspoken and she and rou fang can click so well together....:)*sigh* feeling down the past few days...emotionally drained..dunno for wad reason...probably of the stupid feeling of being felt left out no matter where i go...shit...y do i keep having this feeling....*sigh* n feel so stupid tinkin of all these things...but wad can i do?*sobx sobx*hope i can get over all these feelings quick...since small i haf these inferior feelings...maybe it is something i gotta overcome... :(....no wonder when i see someone like very left out in a group i would feel for them and go over to talk to them..dun wan them to haf the same feelings a i had....at least today was alrite..:)all of us were very high in school today....jia yu had her face sunburned till it is red and her eyes are like she juz cried...haaz..and she damn high today....i miss rachel presence...haaz...she always took care of me in sch...luf her man....:)haaz...well...had been jogging for the past four days...in an ATTEMPT TO SLIM DOWN....haaz..hope it turns out well...still feel distant from my present class...no one to be close wif except weiying and ting ting..*grin**sigh*...i pray that in the future...our class will be more fun man.....hee....

8 ApRiL 2005 @ 6:46PM

2005-04-08T18:46:00.000+08:00

AHHH!!! gotta start mugging liaoz....haaz..and my blogskin is totally messed up now loh..i tink expired already...*sigh*but lazy and no time to change...*sigh*...my class still a bit foreign to me...no closeness or warmth...probably bcoz still very new to each other....but...i still miss my ex cg man....*sigh*now still a bit struggling wif my bio....need to gambatte....received a letter from mitsuko recently....i am very touched by her efforts to do kosen-rufu even when she is so busy....and she is constantly praying for our family's happiness and good health and also praying for the success of my Chingay performance....i miss her very much since our trip to Japan last year....she is coming during may....hope i am able to make way from my studies...and have a good time wif her and takako...:)gambatte kudasai!!!!!now that i had joined touch rugby, tennis and library for one month trial..guess i maybe staying in touch rugby...cause WE ARE THE PIONEERING BATCH!!!! and i made lotz of good frenz....haaz....charmaine, deon, bel, hui li...etc etc....one bunch of enthu gals in touch rugby...and we haf a competition coming up end of this mth...hope we can at least clinch a consolation..heez...gotta start mugging liaoz...

4 ApRiL 2005 @ 8:17PM

2005-04-04T20:45:00.000+08:00

VITAMIN C LYRICS"Graduation (Friends Forever)"
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to flyAnd this is how it feels
[Repeat 1]La, la, la, la:Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly[Repeat 1 (3x)]

This is a tribute to all my lovely frenz and great buddies out there...thx for being dere for me when i need u....u guys rock...thought this song maybe quite old...but guess the mening still counts...:)

4 ApRiL 2005 @ 8:17PM

2005-04-04T20:17:00.000+08:00

Hmm.......today still quite a boring day...wif lectures and everything...but lucky i haf gt great and crappy friends 2 b wif....muz start mugging already....yeah debby...ready to join ur geek club...*grin*luf ya gal...cheer up k?miss ya gal...haven seen u lately...except passing me the chem tysr...haaz..but didnt really get to tok much to u...*sobx*well...went to serangoon gardens AGAIN on last fri...wif rachel and co...haaz...they few dere were playing cards..bridge..AGAIN...haaz...but nvrtheless felt damn down tt day....:(maybe partly of choosing my combination and some other reasons...took a walk and explored serangoon gardens..haaz....actually wanted to call up debby...but...she seemed a bit troubled lately....so didnt want to bother her.....fortunately i had eunice wif me...she immediately gave me a call once i told her wad happen...:)she rox...tok to her bout wad i had been feeling...i am really lucky to be surrounded by a grp of extremely caring friends...siyi, debrah, eunice, chi ching, jess gaw(haaz), rachel kong(hee).....dey were always dere for me when i needed them...should stay focused on my studies...and nt tinkin bout...hee..yeah..i will get over it...jia you!

31 MaRcH 2005 @ 7:18PM

2005-03-31T19:14:00.000+08:00

well well well...haven been blogging for quite long liaoz...haa...hmm..these few days haf been going to sample lectures..and pon some of the intro lectures coz gone before already...*grin*orientation haf been quite boring actually..dunno y..i miss my cg frenz...*sobx*haiz..but i really hope to keep in touch wif them again...even those staying srjc will be taking different suject combination from me....*sigh*hmm....tomo will be choosing combi already...still in a dilemna whether to take 4 subjects or three As....today and yesterday met up wif rachel..haaz....she very cute and miss her loads....she rox as a real good friend....:)guess wad...i trying out touch rugby, tennis and library...and i was "forced" to join band...haaz...cant believe i'm in touch rug...next week trial..duno if i can make it..haaz...the day before....went out wif stanley that group and alicia....at first we were having lunch wif alex at burger king, then they joined us..one whole big gang of them man...haaz...then we went serangoon garden to haf ice cube...BUT...it open on tues at 5.30pm...haaz...end up walking to mac to play cards...so fun...playing 'go fish'....guess i got the beginners luck...kept on winning..haaz...kept on jetting karthi....*grin*...then they play 'dai di'...i suck at 'dai di' man...haaz....well well well...later they played bridge and alicia joined them..she has been wanting to play bridge since we started playing..and her dream came true..haa....they are quite fun to be wif lah.....and their jokes are really CRAP!!!!corrupted bunch of pple....haa haa haa....yeah...now listening to "missing u" by fly to the sky....guess who i am missing now?haa..*grin*

24 MaRcH 2005 @ 12:24AM

2005-03-24T00:17:00.000+08:00

hmm...today quite tiring...second batch orientation...quite sianz...worse still..I BACK IN COSMO again....*sigh*hee hee...did college dance..and sat almost all morning till butt cramp..haaz...saw jia hong....and others in my first 3 mths CG one...like lysias, lydia, matthew, stanley, alicia, si yan, hui yu.....any many other familiar faces...but some appealing out....like stanley appealing to sa and matthew appealing to ac...jia hong appealing to sp...haiz....orientation going one till mon...die...stoning liaoz...haaz..but at least happy...my dad bought me a MP3 todae....haapy happy...haaz...luf my dad man.....in fact i tink i haf the best family in my life haaz...writing my entry at such a late time...really going to zzzzzz off already....haaz...finally completed copying my songs into my MP3...*grin*hope upcoming activities will be more interesting.....

21 MaRcH 2005 @ 8:33PM

2005-03-21T20:53:00.000+08:00

hmmm....tomorro release results liaoz...the posting..but i definitely posted to srjc one..haa...actually i dun mind which jc i go...as long work hard lorz...jc life quite a challenge for me now...trying to grasp all the impt notes and points...but got encourage frm my bro and my family..heez..my bro esp...he rox man...muz remember impt points and notes...quite scary cause all the notes so thick..*sobx*hmm...i also wan lose five kgs...sobx..look fat man....jia you...also hope my bro final year proj will be successful....see him work so hard for it...his business also...it will be successful one..heex

20 MaRcH 2005 @ 12:03AM

2005-03-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

ho ho ho....tired today sia..went for YCF training then the DIAL event..in between actually want go debby houz study...but end up playing majong...haaz....saw joel at harbourfront today...haaz...he just finish church....haa.....hm...quite fun today actually...but juz felt a bit extra..cause following debby they all that grp...all pair pair liaoz..then i'm the extra one..so odd one out..maybe nxt ime they go out like this..i dun join them liaoz...the feeling of being left out feels so terrible...*sobx*hee....today the lecture i dun actually understand a thing at all..haaz..guess is bcoz of the professor's accent that i cant grasp...yep yep yep..today quite alright for me..tomorro go sch liaoz...oh..tink shuld be later ba...haaz...go slp already...nitez

19 MaRcH 2005 @ 7:43PM

2005-03-19T19:39:00.000+08:00

well well well..another boring day today...rachel came my house..haaz...really nothing to do man...going to study tonight...hope i can .....*grin*....yeah...change my skins liaoz....manage to do it frm eunice help...html things so complicated...muz go learn frm her..haaz..blogging actually quite fun...can write down ur diaries...and can also crap wif other pple...haaz...esp wif eunice..the potential lamer....yeah!and also keep in contact wif ur frenz...love to chat wif my friends man...they are so easy to get along wif...*grin*

18 MaRcH 2005 @ 11:26PM

2005-03-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

hmmm...today so tired man...out the whole day...gt scolded by mum...haa..first daimokukai campaign at marcus houz...4-hours...haa...but at least get to eat at his houz...haaz....then after meet up with stanley, rachel, hao tong, matthew, alicia and joel for dinner....they all so crappy....esp joel...with him ard..we no need chi kui...we ate at pizza hut....haaz...then later alicia and joel went home...one is no choice but joel PANG SEI us....then we these few went to esplanade...we teased rachel along the way that she short... haaz....matt treated us strawberry coated chocholate...nice of him....haaz...rachel is the naughty one....she wants another strawberry..haa..on the way home then the guys continue teasing rachel about her height....so cutez of them actually..very nice pple aren't they...but sad..we spliting liaoz..rach going nyjc, stanley going sajc, matthew going acjc...i and hao tong staying srjc....so unfortunate...same jc as him..haaz...but...still sad to leave my cg...*sobx*

17 MaRcH 2005 @ 8:55PM

2005-03-17T20:51:00.000+08:00

here i am again...haaz...went library to study today....study study study all the way...until i really 'blur' out...my vision gets blurry when i study too long...but quite tiring too...lucky met rachel for dinner today...and we crap a lot..haa...that's one of her good points, u never have any pressure talking to her...u can talk to her almost anything under the sun...plus she likes almost the same kind of music that i like, so can chat with her regarding jap, korean or english pop, punk etc....haaz....most friends that i know of are more towards the chinese pop...ask her if she could stay over at my houz..she said she dun mind but it all depends whether her mum allows...sadly..her mum dun...waaa....i sad...haa..no one to crap with me tonight....none of my crappy friends online.....but at least i get to see my friends tomorro...hur hur....ahh...but tomorro got 6-hour daimoku campaign...wonder how long i will last..hee

16 Mar 2005 12:05AM

2005-03-16T00:06:00.000+08:00

I am so damn tired!!!haa...went to sentosa with debrah, karin, marcus and jun hui they all....soo fun..haaz..but there was bery little sun...so didn't manage to sun tan..haaz...played till around 5 plus, then started to eat wateva snacks we bought...and marcus brought fried eggs for us..( so nice of him)..on the way we kept teasing debrah with JH..haaz...cutez..they look so compatible together....she pang sei me for him...so bad*sobx*...haa..jk jk...we took a bath at the toilet at siloso beach(the toilet at palawan beach under renovation...sigh)....then went to the hawker centre opposite harbourfront for dinner...they were practcally crapping all the way....i nearly died 'freezing'...but the outing was very enjoyable...still pondering whether it is appropriate to organise cg outing at sentosa..*sigh*...i really hope my class turns up and dun back out on us...:)

14 MaRcH 2005 @ 7:18PM

2005-03-14T18:27:00.000+08:00

Yeah....i manage to create a blog of my own..haa....this is my first day putting my entry...well just came back from batam today...the trip is okay....but i realise the people there are quite conservative in the sense that u cant wear shorts and sleeveless....they will think u are a 'xiao jie'.....a prostitute...and that was exactly wad i wore...waaa.....but lucky i did not put heavy makeup..'xiao jies' wear heavy makeup...and i dont...haa haa haa...yeah..but i miss OGL camp sia...*sob*...very sad...but nvm..i will join this year one..hee...

^^~~~BeInG HaPPy**~~~~~

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